A Personal Note

For years "It's not a tumor!" -- a line Arnold Schwarzenegger said in "Kindergarten Cop" -- was my go-to joke. I said it all the time. Seriously, people got a bit annoyed with my lame humor (and terrible Arnold impression).

In 2020 -- the perfect year for it -- I found out it WAS, in fact, a tumor. I was diagnosed with a very large (2" diameter) tumor right in the middle of my brain. The middle front-to-back, top-to-bottom and side-to-side. Just sitting there growing and putting increasing pressure on the rest of the brain. 

It was benign, thank all deities, and I had successful surgery to remove it on my birthday. A rebirth for me.

So, first of all -- 2020 sucked.

Second -- my 2020 was pretty lucky, after all, as the tumor that eventually would have killed me was finally discovered and removed.

Third -- you really, really, really, really should not self-diagnose or self-treat.

This website is written by a layperson, but even if I was an eminent research biologist or renowned psychologist, the advice would be the same. See a doctor. In person. Right now. 

If you are depressed or have ANY symptoms, frankly, see a doctor and get a thorough check-up. Doctors are pretty smart. A fantastic G.P. knew the first time we talked that I needed an MRI. 

Get help.